Saturday, 28 July 2007
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Dawn Escapes
By Falling Up
cascades
see related[having to look over my shoulder...]
mood: 
worried.
i hate when something happens...and it leaves you in a constant worry
thinking about what's going to happen next, and when it's going to happen.
seems like a lot of that's been happening lately..and it's getting on my nerves.
almost like i have to look over my shoulder every 5 seconds.
you know like, when you're at home alone...and you can SWEAR that you hear someone behind you
and you turn around and no one's there...i've felt that way spritually here lately.
and i feel like my every single move is being watched..and i'm being followed.
i honestly think it's just the devil messing with my head...but it's like they're waiting to attack
when i get to my weak point. before a few weeks ago when our youth group was getting
into the holy spirit and having amazing services, it was like i was just going through a motion
i was "playing" church as some like to call it...and i was slipping into my old habits.
it's just that whatever this thing is...it's just waiting for me to fall again.
i don't know.
it's just bothering me right now..
i've tried to pray it off...but it's still there. it's hard to explain.
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but in other news today..brian's last day at camp is today...so maybe i'll be getting a call soon =]
i've missed him a lot...i just hope my car situation works out so i can go see him in chatt town.
i really need a car right now. it would help me out a lot around here. i hate having to rely on others
to get me from place to place when it's inconvenient for my parents too.
i don't like having to ask people and keep reminding them over and over that i am, in fact, car-less.
oh well..i'm trusting that god's got it all under control.
haha. i never realized how random my posts were.
but i guess they've always been this way.
i guess i'm done for now.
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