Friday, 27 July 2007

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  [excited]

  mood: excited.
  
  today...i'm just thinking about everything that's about to happen soon.
  and it makes me really excited...i can't wait..
  it's about 10 days before i go to national fine arts for the first time in two years.
  i really missed it last year, but i know that i'll make up for it this year. =]
  
  and of course, the whole brian situation...
  i just know that he's the person i'm supposed to be dating right now..
  and that's weird, because i've never felt half of these emotions before.
  i actually know that he cares about me, and when he says that i'm beautiful,
  i actually feel that i am...which is crazy, because i never have.
  i still get those butterflies when he texts me and his name shows up.
  and i still sit there in disbelief when he makes me smile.
  it still all seems like a dream...that i never want to wake up from.
  i'm definitely ready for him to be home so i can hear his voice again.
  and i'm more than ready to see him in person again...
  i've been waiting for his hug..and to see that smile again...i really am.
  and it's really hard to explain, but everything about him just lines up with
  everything i look for in a guy...even down to the retarded stuff.
  and while it scares me, it also makes me wonder about some other things..
  i'm sooooo excited to see what happens with that. haha.
  
  haha. anyways. i could go on FOREVER about him. trust me.
  
  another thing i've been really excited about is in our youth group.
  the past 4 or 5 services have been AMAZING. like, seriously.
  it seems like it's only getting better and better everytime i step foot in that room.
  we're all so on-fire for god, and i'm ready to see what he's going to do in us.
  i'm ready to start ministering to other people..and i'm ready to see the group grow.
  it's grown a lot in just the past two years that i've been there, but i have a feeling
  that we're going to have so many youth in there that we won't know what to do with them.
  ahhhhh. but yeah. god's been dealing with me a lot in some different areas
  and i've become closer to him in the process. i'm really just extremely excited about it all.
  i'm ready to move on to even more amazing things...and i know it's going to happen.
  
  but yeah...i guess that's about all for now.
  i'm just excited. haha.
  and i don't know what to do with myself.
  [b]

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